I will begin by saying that I opened my account to keep up with the health of a beautiful baby, I never knew that it would one day be filled by my own story. I have always used writing as a way to escape when things are tough, and I stopped doing it once I got married, my husband has been my greatest companion and with him, nothing was ever truly wrong which is why I did not need to use this method, but a couple of days ago he gave me the surprise that he was moving back to Atlanta, Ga. He had not been working well and was growing impatient with having me work and not bringing much in himself, he called his old boss in Atlanta and Saturday packed his bags and left, I know that in his mind his daughters and myself are the most important people on earth and he left thinking about our future. I will use this blog to express my feelings about my new situation, I am not happy with this decision and feel completely lonely without my husband. Today was the first full day without Aldo, it felt weird to wake up in an empty bed, and not have anyone give you that Good Morning kiss and hug, I stayed in bed most of the morning, and then decided I had to wake up and take care of my daughters, we got up and got ready, I took them to the movies then to eat, the day went by fast but then it was time to come back home. Coming home and finding no one waiting feels bad and it's when I mostly feel sad and nostalgic for my husband. I hope to be able to be ok and accept that for now the best thing is for my husband to stay in Atlanta and work, at times I feel like I will be ok, but then the ache in my heart begins to feel stronger and I feel like I have to make him come back home. This is all I have to say for now, I will try to keep this blog updated and I hope it will help me take my feelings out without worring about looking silly or not finding the words to explain my feelings.
